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Albuquerque Skirts Mountains

Albuquerque Central Avenue Vintage Postcard (Legends of America)

As a boy, I looked out of a hotel window in Albuquerque, New Mexico.  I saw women in colored skirts and snow-covered mountains.

In 1947, my mother and I and her boyfriend traveled to Albuquerque, New Mexico, from Brownwood, Texas.  I do not remember the name of mother’s friend, but he was a nice man and very kind to her.  I was five-years old.  The road we traveled to New Mexico included a long stretch of highway paved like a washboard.  I sat in the backseat, and for an hour or so when we hit that stretch of highway, I bounced up and down.  At the end of the bouncing lay Albuquerque, a city that imprinted the New Mexico I revere in memory.

My mother and father divorced shortly after World War II, and mother worked at several jobs to support herself and me.  We lived with her mother, Effie, who worked also at odd jobs to pay the groceries and rent for trailer house space under walnut trees on Fourth Street.  It was a very small trailer with one room composing three bunk beds and kitchenette.  Our toilet was in the neighbor’s house from whom we rented the space for the trailer.  Late into the evening, the Philco Safari shortwave radio emitted a golden glow with its sounds of music, news and comedy.

Mother must have met her boyfriend at the cafe she worked, across from the Harvey House at the Brownwood Santa Fe railway depot.  He toiled for Santa Fe railroad.

Brownwood Santa Fe Train Depot (Historic Texas Net)

She also waitressed (it became a verb in our family) downtown at the Cactus Cafe where she became cashier before being hired by Southwestern States Telephone Company, a corporation she worked at for over thirty years.   Mother had blond hair and blue eyes, about five feet, two inches tall in height.  She was slightly built and vivacious — Irish through and through.  She was quite verbal, having descended from a background of story tellers and fiddlers near Bend, Texas, a small village along the Colorado River in central Texas.  Stern and hard-working, she pushed herself to the extreme while young and it did not cease when she grew old.

This trip, however, was a vacation to Albuquerque with a close friend and there was no work involved, just fun and merriment.  We must have stayed several days in Albuquerque.  Mother and I stayed in one hotel room and her friend stayed in another.  She bought me a book, Indians of Yesterday, that I still have to this day.  We visited the Old Town trading area and shopped downtown.  Our hotel was several stories high, but I don’t remember the name of it.

The view from our hotel window looked down upon the main street and in the distance, the Sandia Mountains.

I remember gazing out that window.  I would have solitude in the hotel room.  Not long, just enough.  From my window, I looked down on the street corner and saw women dressed in colorful skirts with concho belts.  Their hair was black and they clustered in drops of color about the shops, standing, milling around.  Within the skirt pattern, some of which were black or navy blue, I could see rhythmic lines of white ribbon.  Soft boots, it seemed, they wore.  I don’t remember their wearing hats or bonnets.  Exotic women, full of energy, covered in color.  It seemed as if they wore several skirts, layered one upon the other.

I peered up from the hotel room and saw snow-covered mountains in the distance, deep purple, deep blue, holding secrets.  I looked at them and wanted to go to the snowline and touch the cold — or, have the cold touch me.

I looked down at the women and looked up at the mountains, then the scene as a whole, one tableau.  As a child, I comprehended novelty, but I was also enamored by the scene from my window.  Today I know that the women are the Navajo that come for trade and fun.  The mountains are the Sandia, the location of the earliest paleolithic finds in North America, and I have taken students on field trips to see the Sandia Cave.  These new attributions of New Mexico embellish my early memory; they neither replace nor smother what I saw as a child.

You could say, I suppose, if mother and her boyfriend had taken me to New York City, I would have become entranced with cities, but I doubt it.  As it was, we returned to Brownwood, Texas, and I got bounced again on the highway while mother and her friend chatted and laughed.  Mother continued for a time to work at the cafe across from the Harvey House.  Time passed before I returned.

In 1955, I traveled to Glorieta, New Mexico, with a church group.  I was distracted by infatuation and pious supervisors, but I remember the smell of conifers and the soft carpet of pine needles about the camp.  There were neither colorful skirts nor snow-covered mountains — a regretful trip, in so many ways.

Then, in 1967, my wife and I traveled from Amarillo, Texas, to Raton, New Mexico.  We had spontaneously decided to go at four o’clock that afternoon.  So after packing quickly, we got in the Ford Mustang and drove through thunderstorms to New Mexico.  As lightening flashed, it illuminated the countryside and I remember the volcanic hills and mountains flaring to light, then darkness all around.  We reached Raton at midnight, excited by our thunderous passage westward.

For the next three days, we stayed in Raton, Taos and Santa Fe.  I was twenty-five years old, twenty years since I had been in Albuquerque with mother.  To me at the time, and even now as I compose this piece, the early visit to Albuquerque and the jaunt to Raton seemed a hundred years apart — long, long in-between, though only twenty years.  I cannot account for the emotional relativity of it, but it is true.  The effect of the quick trip with my wife to New Mexico, however, was quite different from the regret of Glorieta.

I dreamed in vivid colors of New Mexico when I returned to Amarillo: passageways of art and pottery, cafes of chile, museums, people dressed in color and turquoise, adobe walls and hornos. I made plans for a second visit to go farther into the forest and into the desert and trade shops.  Over the years, I slept in maid’s quarters and the backseat of my car.  I was stranded alone, overnight, in a snowstorm on top of Jemez Pass, bundling in a bedroll and losing a bit of an ear by frostbite.  I went again and again and I am still going.  I have stayed long enough in the high desert and mountains, however, to become acquainted with rough and jaded junk that falls into arroyos, the brutality of domestic violence, the rage induced by alcohol and drugs on the streets and hyped-up-commercialism of some Native American craft.  I was never an innocent about New Mexico.  Never.

It is the land and the people that draws me: the rhythm of the drum, the conifers of Carson, the silky dust of an unpaved road, the remembrance of man and horse plowing the field at Mora, bronzes of Canyon Road, the Dona Luzes of La Casa Sena, Truchas, sagebrush, meadow and the vista of Logan.  After my divorce, I took my daughter annually to New Mexico, camping out and staying in fine hotels.  We saw Christmas lights on the highway from Tucumcari to Las Vegas, arriving late in Taos one evening.   In the summer, dust devils rode beside us, rocking our pickup as we cowboyed through the devil to the campground in the cool forest.  These days, my wife and I journey to those same places.

In overcoming loneliness and discontent, I was lucky to have been seized by terrain, something massive and material rather than soft and ideological.  It is not all pleasant, this nature writing, because one season is green, the other brown and dying.  Yet, the sage blooms again and the rios grandes have always run shallow or deep, never dry.  I see it as my duty to attend these cycles and write about them so that a not-so-bloodless redemption may save our planet yet.  It may be a futile effort and I may be wrong.



Indians Of Yesterday, by Marion E. Gridley, illustrated by Lone Wolf, M. A. Donahue & Company, 1940.

Use of the word, “cowboyed,” is a regionalism.  See also “cowboy up.”

The Dona Luz was a restaurant in Taos.  I use it here as a personal application to La Casa Sena restaurant, reflecting all the cuisines of the region.  To my knowledge, there is no Dona Luz at La Casa Sena.  The Dona Luz in Taos had a wine cellar that was dug deeply into the ground.  I always liked to eat at a table near the stairwell to the cellar so that I could look down at the wine racks.

I have struggled to define the attraction I have for the Southwest, New Mexico in particular.  Texas has its fine qualities and I’ve spent most of my life here and I type it, of course, as southwestern, too.  Being a child and on my first, conscious, exotic vacation, the Albuquerque visit would be striking, a first-time event of major proportion.  That is explainable by that context.  The visit to Raton, Taos and Santa Fe in 1967, is inexplicable.  Calling it a “rebirth” makes me want to stick my finger down my throat.  The closest classic description of what happened is D. H. Lawrence’s statement that New Mexico and the high desert vistas called him to fully attend the physical environment (I paraphrase).  That’s about as close as I can define it: made me attend like never before.


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A Prelude to the Prairie Sagebrush Awards for 2010

A Prelude to the Prairie Sagebrush Awards for 2010

[The full collection of posts will be posted on my blogging anniversary, June 27, 2010, but I thought you might like a prelude to the collection.  I won’t start counting the comments for donation purposes until June 27, 2010.]

Well, here they are, the best posts of my blogger friends!  The Prairie Sagebrush Awards for 2010!  I have picked one post from each of my blogger friends I have known for several months.  The criteria for selecting the post is based on narrative unity, coherence, literacy, specificity and emotional appeal.  These selections I’ve made are full of haute prose, local color, personal intensity and revelation of character.

For each reader comment (one comment per person), I will donate one dollar to a Wildlife Corridor fund in Texas and New Mexico ($500.00 limit).


Stark Raving Zen on “Joy of Barbed Wire.” Kristy Sweetland lives in Raton, New Mexico.  Her blog, Stark Raving Zen, concerns her personal odyssey to the land of enchantment.  She and her husband go frequently out into the back country of New Mexico and have written and photographed numerous posts about small towns and wildlife.  Kristy’s writing is quite serious and she has embarked on a new career in psychology.  Yet, even in her serious writings and musings, a streak of comedy breaks through, as you can read below.

After two months of living here I have to admit that every now and then I find myself going absolutely bonkers. I can’t find fennel in any grocery store. I can’t eat sushi unless I’m willing to drive three hours to get it. There are no book stores or vegetarian markets. We are in the middle of no…where….

I asked a town veterinarian what one does in case of an after-hours pet emergency, recently, and he said, “I’ll answer my phone if I’m around….” Not exactly reassuring. Then I went to a Raton theatre production, and there he was up on stage, acting his finest Bob Cratchett. All I could think of while I sat there in the dark, was Finlay [pet dog] at home one night bloating up or something, while our vet twirled Tiny Tim above his head. New Mexico is no place for the neurotic, that’s for certain. And where it comes to pets, they just don’t get any more neurotic than me.

Last night my husband and I went out for a big night on the town. We chose a new restaurant to try which had been written up in Frommer’s New Mexico travel guide as a must-stop. It was the most bizarre, borderline disturbing experience I’ve had in quite some time. All I wanted was a cheese enchilada. It seems, however, that you can’t get a cheese enchilada at this fine establishment sans sea of pork or beef sauce, which I don’t eat. Rather than work with me a little, I mean, I would have eaten it with nothing but salsa on top, this surreal waitress simply informed me that I “couldn’t order the cheese enchilada if I didn’t eat beef or pork.”  So I settled on a really mediocre substitute, when what I should have done is just gone elsewhere. But then, had we done that, I would have missed out on overhearing the life drama of some other patrons sharing our dining experience that night.

A rancher man, complete with western shirt, Wranglers, and an alabaster ten-gallon hat, sat with his wife and teen aged son. The kid had the typical wry, smug aura of an 18 year old, who had recently found himself in some trouble with the law. Though it was not certain what he had done, it was clear that he felt no remorse for it, and that nobody had been harmed in the infraction’s making. He thought it was funny. The rancher dad… didn’t seem amused. But when the kid shook his head, suppressing a laugh, and said, “I don’t know! All I remember is lights flashing on me, unable to move, ’cause I was all wrapped up in barbed wire. It’s not like I could run away.”   They finished their meals and stalked out, leaving Aaron and me to quell wild laughter, as much as we tried to rise above it.

So looking at the silver lining here, had I gone to another restaurant which would have served me the cheese enchilada I craved, I would have missed out on this classic western story. I mean, the visual of some kid wrapped up like a barbed wired burrito while attempting to roll away from the local sheriff, flashlights and cop cars illuminating the scene of the hilarious high-desert crime is worth any poor dining experience isn’t it? I can see the police officer, walkie-talkie in hand, mumbling back to headquarters, “Found the perp. No need for backup.” Could I get that kind of priceless voyeurism in Minneapolis? I think not. So when I start to focus on the human experience in Raton, those everyday things that this part of the world doesn’t provide, I need only switch my focus back to the understanding of what it does provide. Rich experience, the free flow of writing material, the natural world in abundance, and the opportunity for me to grow, despite the dearth of fennel, book stores, and sushi.

(Stark Raving Zen, “The Joys of Barbed Wire”)


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